I haven't posted in awhile but I am still here reading everyones posts and remembering all the feelings of anxiety and stress you are all talking about.
I am just not happy and I should be.
I have a wonderful husband and a great kids with 6 terrific grandkids. Hubby and I are leaving in 21 days for our aruba trip to celebrate our 35 th anniversary. I will be starting a new job on monday (I will be a caregiver) It seems I have so much to look forward to, but I am not happy.
I feel sad, tired and somehow very alone.
Everything I do seems to be such a chore anymore.
I feel like I want to crawl into a whole and just die.
What the heck is wrong here???