Since Dh died here at home. Life is good but the last month I have finally let go with tears and a deep deep sadness. I loved the man and these feelings are so, so healthy.
Mid September I am following my daughter and 2 granddaughters up to Queensland and I am planning one special day. C always wanted to go back to Queensland and I know just the right tree in the National Park (looking over the ocean)where he will be finally at rest. After that, a nice lunch somewhere and then at sunset (my daughter does sunsets...every day) we'll hire a boat and out on the water and release flowers. The granddaughters have been every step of the way with this so I believe this will be a beautiful, gentle close... How lucky am I to have them around me.
My love to everyone