Today I got up and mom gave me her grocery list. She is good I must admit, there were only three items on it. But I am just so tired of the same daily grind every day where I go to the store, come home and make dinner for us. I know I shouldn't whine about it here where everyone has so much worse problems. If I didn't make dinner she just wouldn't eat, or eat just a bowl of cereal at 9 pm. I never get out and do anything and don't have even one friend although I have been very friendly to everyone around here. I sit in this little cramped condo by myself and mom sits in her chair all day and reads or sleeps and that is my entire life. I don't ususally feel too bad about my life but today it was so nice outside and I had nowhere to go and no one to see as usual. Is this the way the rest of my life will be? Is this all there is? What if this is as good as it gets?