Wow .. . now we have 4! parents' ill' . .
My Mom even post knee surgery and a stroke cannot drive so I miss her terrible and my Dad post stent angioplasty . . well basically if I want to see them I have to drive to see them . . . I miss terribly Mom getting something for me as little as some knitting supplies!
Mom In Law has her blood sugar out of control fell asleep at the wheel in AZ ended up in hospital my husband understandably wants to go see her .. .
but I'm just beat! from all the travelling in the last 7 years .. .
Dad in Law I think he never says but in Indiana keeps asking if we want to come out . . . .
I don't honestly I'm TIRED!
My husband just went on insulin . . .
So where am I in all this?????
I have accupuncture treatments and my health is just well it's deteriorating . . .
My marriage is still in a place where we probably need counseling but my God I'm only human!
Husband's bday was last week plus my parents bday andand and . . .
I am seeing fuzzy in all this . .
Guess I'm pissed off . . .
That I don't feel taken care of
Dad is paying our bills bless his heart but that doesn't address holy moses I'm tired and alone in my doc visits . . .
Which are waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy overdue . . .
My credit cards almost got cancelled cuz I 'forgot' to use them so now I'm battling with them so I don't lose my credit . .
Sigh . . . .