Emily

{{{Chris}}}

My deepest sympathy Angel. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
You have given so many here much love and support, I sure hope you keep posting. The grieving process is so different for everyone, yet so much of it is the same.
For me, I am grieving my loss, and my loved ones are still with me.
Take the time you need Angel, and although your loved one has passed, you still have much to offer here.
Hugs dear friend,
Robin~

Thank you Robin for your kind words.

This is the hardest thing my husband and I have ever gone through. My Dad's passing was very difficult, but this is unreal. We don't know what to do when we get home. We can't put her things away yet. Her room is as she left it. I go in there and sit and touch her things and just sob. I keep waking up during the night and all I can see is her tender face and then I realize she's gone. I know I did my share of complaining, but I'd give anything to have her back. This is hard. I know in my heart that she was ready to die. Her last words to me were "I'm going to die, but I don't want this to get you down". She was full of excitement and my heart was just breaking.

I treasure every good and not so good moment I had with her for the last 18 months.

Thanks again Robin. You hang in there girl.

Love,
Chris

{{{Chris}}} I am sorry, I just read your post.
My sincerest sympathy. I know what a wonderful caregiver you were. You now have another angel watching over you.
Love and hugs,
Sue