I wrote my last post in January. My husband had surgery in October and still has not fully recovered. It has been one thing after another. He has had stomach and acid issues as a result of the IV antibiotics. He has lost 20 lbs. I won't go into the other issues but the new thing is the doctor is referring him to a hemotologist because of low blood count. He may need a bone marrow biopsy.
I am just so very tired of carrying the full load. How do you manage to work fulltime, cook, clean house and whatever else needs to be done? What little he did do he can't do anymore. I am wore out and resentful.
He has had one illness or another for 19 of the 23 years that we have been married. I am ready for someone to take of me for a change. I know that sounds horrible. He can't help that he is sick. But I am angry that he didn't do more when he could have. I am angry that he does not show me much appreciation. Thanks for letting me vent once more.