Hey to all of you wonderful people! I have not been here since Momma passed away, I think. I have thought about all of you and read & lurked some but just have not posted anything since her death. I apologize for MIA. Just had so much on my mind, I could not make myself come back for a while.
Grief, Good Lord. It is something anyway you look at it, huh? But this grief that I have had since Momma died is so different. I cannot explain it, just different from Daddy's grief or my sis, Denise's grief I experienced. I suppose it has had a lot to do with the Alzheimer's and Caregiving situation. It all just left me spent, totally exhausted and empty. Slowly I have been healing and going thru the grief that is mine to bear but it is painstakingly slow and difficult to do, isn't it?
I seem to be in an Anger/Rage "stage" right now. I just seem to blow up every once in awhile and it is embarrassing when I have calmed down. I wonder how many of you that have "finished" your Caregiving role have experienced this too? I would love to hear from you and hear any advice for coping or processing the Anger alittle better. Please, any advice would be welcome.
I pray that everyone is doing well in whatever place you find yourself at today.
Blessings and peace, always.