I just read on Facebook that your mother has passed. I was actually quite shocked since she seemed to feisty and demanding in your recent posts. I am sorry to learn that she has transitioned.... I pray her transition was gentle and easy.
I know you must be going through a range of emotions and just allow yourself to move through them gently and with nurturing. You were a remarkable daughter and caregiver and this was a blessing for her even if she was unable to express it to you.
Unlike many caregivers, you can see a bigger picture in store for yourself. You are married to a wonderful man, you can have your child with out worrying about how you can make ends meet et and create a new life in the most magnificent way... you will no longer have to deal with family members who were not there for you....
I do hope you will remain a part of the community and keep us posted of all the blessings you receive.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.... richest blessings