It's almost 3 months since Mom's passing.
Her room has been cleaned out and redecorated. I have turned it into "my room" with wicker furniture that I have always wanted.
I miss her terribly. I am still crying over any little thing. I just cannot believe that she is gone. I keep asking her why she has not come back to let me know that she is OK. she told me she would.
I miss our time together. I miss her not being at the dinner table. I miss doing all those little things I had to do to get her ready for bed. she always thought she was such a burden...sometimes it was very rough....but I'd give almost anything to have her here again.
I know she is not in pain anymore. no more meds or o2, or wheelchair......
Mom, I miss you.......