My dad is still in the hospital. They moved him last night across the street to the long term care facility. I couldn't bring myself to go there today. I am mentally and physically exhausted. I lyed in bed and cryed on and off all day today. I just needed a break from it all but boy do I feel guilty about it. And of course my mother didn't help any. I tried telling her how I was feeling and she says to me, "poor thing, all alone and no up there with him."
I so needed her to tell me it was ok for me to take a day away from it all but I should have known better. But in any event, I still couldn't pull myself to get up and go to the hospital. I do plan on going tomorrow like I usually do. I have only missed 3 days in 4 weeks and 5 days. And next week my husband is having his knee surgery.
[This message has been edited by lalady (edited 06-15-2006).]