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So Hard

Hi Everyone:

 

My 95 year old mother ended up in the hospital over the Memorial Day weekend. She is not doing well. They are talking hospice as her heart is failing… I am not up to this at all! I feel bad for wasting so many years not appreciating her as I should have. I was so silly letting anger and negativity control my way of thinking. It was me that did not see or appreciate the many good things and sacrifices that she has made for her family.

 

I have to say that I did not listen to my heart. I was so into being a victim that I didn’t stop and think about empowerment or trusting myself. And the funny thing is that being a victim is so very hurtful to others!!! I am so sorry and I am in so much pain. I know everybody in the world goes through this. We all lose our mothers and our fathers. I will quit beating myself up NOW! Thank you all for listening…

 

Love and Hugs, Glenda

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