Sometimes when things get really, really rough, it helps to count our blessings. You have friends and your children are still with you at the moment. Hold them close and let them know how much you love them...
It is the holiday season, so there are seasonal jobs available. Vickie and Nanc ;-)are right - you can get through this. Know that you are also in my thoughts and prayers. Breathe deep and hold your head up!
Love and Hugs from Glenda