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My mom passed away on 9-9-06 at 12:51 PM at the hospital emergency room. I talked to her that morning she told me that my dad had a girlfriend because he wouldn't take her boot of her. I said mom he is there with you he has no other girlfriend. I told her I loved her and would see her soon. that was at 10:00am. the hardest thing for me is going to be my birthday, cause we were planning it on Friday afternoon when I was with her. visiting her. I miss her oh so much and my birthday is the 27th of this month. I miss her hug, calls all day long, her asking me to do this or that for her. What makes it so worst is that my grandmother and father were fighting over her. I think she couldn't deal with the pain anymore and so she just let go of her life. If God were to stand in front of me right this second and ask me if I was ready to go with him I would say yes. Just so I could be with her. she was my heart and sould at times like this. I used to talk to her at night and this is the worst time. We would just talk about everything and anything in life. She was the best in the world. her and I since I was a kid had a special call between us. I just really wish I could hug and kiss her once again and hold her close to me. I am so sad right now. It has only been a week. I feel like it is never going to be easy for me to take my mom's death. I wanted her with me to see me get my life straight but this is just another detour in my life once again. I miss her oh so much right now.

shannon
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