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what a story ugh and now s of 2 yrs ago drs told me she was going to pass at one point became so weak so been in and out of hospice since then another thing I did wrong I should of put her in a rehab but no I listened to them brought her home to what live in a bed she has now been in a bed for one year and 7 months and the only thing only that I can say Im proud and grateful for is SHE HAS NO BEDSORES other then that full of anger frustrated hatred sadness hopeless cry alot that what I got out of caregiving.Like I said been ten yrs spent ninety thousand dollars cash for caregivers Im getting ready to write mayor of my county I need help and not use to asking for help, also this is a rel kicker  I CANNOT BELIEVE SINCE PPL NO ABOUT HER DEMENTIA NO ONE NO ONE NO FRIENDS OR RELATIVES NO PHONE RINGING HER FRIENDS SO CALLED FRIENDS COMES AROUND. I FEEL LIKE SINCE THATS TRUE I FEEL MOM AND I HAVE A CONTIAGIOUS DISEASE OR SOMETHING talking bout feeling isolated!So everyday I hv same thoughts so hope and helpless never had chance to build a marriage she is 24hr care most of the time   say wts the since .to point of screaming and every morning when i open my eyes i use to thank god for that now i look at the camera I have cameras set up so look at that and sad to say IM so tired and sad dt feel like walking up the steps to don what all needs to be done. So seems like just a hopless situtation and I vcannot bring myself to put her in nursing home how or where does money come from for that. So I hope you are ok done rattled my issues off enough,but dont no your story to much but thank you so so much for talking I dont have no onre to talk to ppl I use to talk with are gone,Dad passed lung cancer 2yrs later Brother found dead in garage 2yrs later mom lung cancer and when I was younger I was the one in family that was sick. Hope to her from you take care hv great day

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