Thank you all! I hadn't had a chance to read your replies until today and I cried when I read them. Thank you. I very much needed to hear what you had to say. You're absolutely right to not dwell on negative thoughts about my brother. I have enough with dealing with my guilt in placing my parent into a nursing home even though I know it's the right decision. Moving day is May 1st. Pray for me because I know it's going to be hard. God bless all of you that replied.