Thanks to both of you. I think a lot of this is steming from the fact that my sister in law lost her Mom about a month ago. She too was with hospice and my SIL was dealing with all the same things I had been dealing with.
I saw her on saturday at my daughters' baby shower and, I could see the pain and greif in her eyes. I think I was feeling for her and remembering the feelings that she is now going through.
Boy, life sure sucks sometimes, doesn't it?