The worst part of all of this is the waiting and not being able to plan anything. When the call comes our lives will be on hold for 3 months. Since we live 60 miles from the hospital, we have to live up there for 3 months after.
I've been trying to give myself some me time. I tried to get my mother in law to come up for a weekend so I could go on a ladies camping trip with a bunch of my friends, but she can't be bothered.
The kids are 12 and 9 and have been a huge help. They'll stay with him so I can run to the store or even just to take a walk around the block.
Thank you all! Just knowing that there are people that understand and that I'm not alone helps a lot.