With your siblings coming to your side -- maybe this is the time God has planned for you to come together --- maybe the memories will give you the love from them that you so need. Maybe it will be the best memory of all! God Bless You, and I just read where Starlight lost her Mom! She'll need you too! Helping others gives those of us with our hearts connected a reason to "try" even harder to conquer this pain, an find the peace we long for. God Bless You, Glenda --- and in a lot of ways - I'm glad your siblings have offered this ---- somehow it will do something better for you --- I feel it in my heart! You need them now --- and you may find --- they need you even more! God Bless You!