Hey Girl: Beating up FallenAngel ---- all of us can see the person you really are. You've had some bad blows and right now all you can still see are bad blows! We all do it, and when a better job comes along ---- go for it! Don't think it won't happen --- it will! You know, when the man is right ---he'll show up, and for me - aftr losing all, including my home,marriage, security - and health I came back to rather like who I am now, and once I changed - my spouse of 37 yrs. changed ---- it took work, and trust an love came back better than ever. Lost respect for most men (don't like whimps and whiners). Strange thing is all my family said I needed to change and stop letting people walk all over me --- well, I did and became very independent in spite of still being married - now, my family doesn't like me that I changed!!!! So, I just made a new years resolution ----- leave them alone. Already I'm experiencing their guilt feelings wanting back in my life ---- and I will forgive and hug ----- but only if I see my life is not on their terms. Had a great service in church today to start the New Year off right ---- the congregation all wrote down names of people we wanted to forgive and then at the end the entire congregation (rather large) went up front and shredded the piece of paper as to say --- all if forgiven and now leave it in God's hands. A good way to start 2007! You stop beating yourself up --- girl ----- you're gonna make it ---- and you're right lots of folks say they will pray for you and my friends tell me I call you to pray for me because I know when you say it you will do it. Good to hear from you ----- and these people on this board come the heart! Yours is as big as God has given you. God Bless You!!!!!!!!!! Love & Prayers ..... Vickie
PS: A good movie "Pursuit of Happiness" -
will lift you up more than you can ever imagine ---- this guy and his son went to the lowest - and all the way back up to the top! Will get your tears flowing!!!!
[This message has been edited by Vick (edited 12-31-2006).]