You are such a special light...I would imagine that you need to keep finding out as much as you can to help your mom and yourself during these transformational times..Part of it, is because in this way you are doing everything possible to maintain the quality of mom's life and the experience for both of you and this is such a blessing.
The commaraderie of everyone is very special as well...the support of others understanding what you are going through is so important...and it is also a good sounding board to let go and get it all out.
How is your mom's pain...how are the treatments going at this point??? Please give her our love and blessings..
LOVE & LIGHT