Yikes! DH was furlowed for 4 months no pay Mom/ Dad are 80 and counting . ..
they say they won't die tomorrow but they have been helping us with our bills . .
I don't know if this qualifies as 'care giving' but to face their mortality deal with counseling and now wonder if my own safety / shelter will be intact is unbelievably overwhelming .
It seems to be working out but I feel like I'm 'losing my mind!' . . .
Trying to count blessings etc
Anticipitory grief,
Marriage stuff,
overload!
I know the country is a mess but wow . ..
I can't breathe!
xxoxxxooo
seba
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