Hello dear Angel,
Although I am behind a screen, and I haven't posted lately, I want you to know that your presence and your words reach so many that I am sure we all wish we could just give you *real* hugs, smiles and comfort, and company that you are reaching out for.
One day at a time friend, keep sharing, and be gentle with yourself as I know you are doing. Whether a group, individual, or online support groups, what works for you is what is best for YOU.
Love and hugs,