We have missed you and, of course, you were on my mind yesterday... I am glad to hear that you are working through the stages. Be gentle with yourself during this time.
I think it is only normal to feel anger and other emotions after caring for a loved one and then to lose them. Just flow with your emotions and do not feel guilty or badly because of them. Eventually, they will lessen, let loose of you and allow you to move on.
Take time to journal those feelings and look back on them occasionally. It will help... Meanwhile, know that we are here for you and take care Treese.
Love and Hugs from Glenda