I am so sorry to hear about the loss. I lost my mom on the 9th of this month. I loved her and I do misss her so much. His wife died on my birthday. My mom died 18 days before my birthday. I really couldn't celebrate my birthday correctly. I wish I could but it brings back to many sad memories for me cause her and I always did special things between us on my birthday. I miss my best friend and my confidant in life. I feel as if I have nobody anymore. It has been really hard lately.